Monday, October 7, 2013

Shinsengumi Kekkonroku Wasurenagusa vol.1 Okita Souji

Attention Please!!! be warned this is a R-18 CD you may only hear this if you are prepared!! Yes, even when the levels are lower in this CD there are actually scenes so~ ~ ~. Also, if you are going to hear this CD I would totally recomend to hear the first one before you hear this one, since it's easier to understand it after hearing the Mokuhiroku CD.
The first track is the introduction, where Okita [Suzuki Tatsuhisa] explains how long have it been since Ikedaya's incident, seems like not only did the Shinsengumi became known, but also disliked and feared, Okita explained that even when he didn't really liekd being feared it didn't give hims a bad feeling what was kind of weird, but for Kondo all of that was a painful thing and he disliked it compeltely, but Okita says that Kondo shouldn't mind it so much, since all of them, no he was there just to move his sword for Hijikata and Kondo's sake, he says that he doesn't care what anybody else says, if his heart comes to hurt him he thinks that he will die, before his body gets rotten he will die, he says that he only lives wishing them a long live. Then you are cleaning Okita's room and when he gets inside he can't stop coughing because of all the dust inside and he starts scolding you for not ending your chores in time and for not being able to make it properly, you say you are sorry what kind of angriest Okita more, and he sends you out, you leave, and Okita starts talking to himself about how his body is too weak, when suddenly you go back to his room and surprise him, so you hand him clothes and a washcloth, but he says that it is useless since there are clothes in his room too, you reaply that these ones are better since they are still warm, so he takes them and thanks you but he says that it isn't like he asked you for them, you start doing some stuff around (I'm sorry I didn't really got what he says) and so he asks you why are you doing so, you tell him that it's because even if you ain't a good at doing your chores you want to be good at being his assistant, Okita whispers that he doesn't even need someone to help him and you know that he will say so, but when you ask what did he said he answers that it might be your imagination, but leaving that aside you shouldm't imagine things with his voice since it gets on the way. He asks you to help him change his robes and dry his sweat since his body is kind of heavy, you get embarassed when he took off his clothes, you start drying him and accidentaly touched him, but he asks if it was on purpose, he said that he would have used that oportunity, but you are most likely to be the kind of person who likes more to be the one who receives it (it's hard to say it in english orz), so he asked you if you wanted it, and if you were sincere he would at least kiss you, so as you get embarassed he says that you can leave it like that and so he says you that in exchange for the clothes gesture he would kiss you...on your forehead and you are surprised, then he says that after being really angry after the training he was happy to find you there, and asks you if you didn't notice by him being that angry for the chores, so you answer him that you didn't noticed, since is always kind of mean with you, afterwards there is a festival and you do want to go, but since Okita finds it annoying he says that he doesn't want to go, and asks if you do, you answer that you don't although you really want to go, so later Okita goes to your room and tells you to get changed since he won't wait for you, and you answer what is he up to, so he answers that he will go with you to the festival since he noticed that you really wanted to go, so you go to the festival and do plenty of things together, you seem to find a place where they sell "kamikazari" (I think i forgot what where them :I) so Okita mentions that he knew how to do many of those things and you ask him to teach you, but he says that he only would do that if you become good at doing things, then you go to another place kind of far to rest a bit, and see the fireworks, then Okita says that he has always thought that he wanted to be like a firework, shining in the sky, and then fading calmly, afterwards we get a scene of him kissing you and touching you (and stuff x////x). After that day Okita starts feeling deeply sick and the weather was bad so you go to his room to take care of him as almost always, and so you get in argument, since he really hates the idea of having to stay the rest of his life sleeping and having someone to look after him, since he always wanted to protect those near him, and asks you to tell Kondo that he wanted to talk with him.  The next track is when you go inside of Okita's room and he looks kind of down, you talk to him and he says that Kondo went to talk to him, and told him that he can leave the headquarters now at free will, but Okita feels like he is totally useless and so he tells you to say that he is useless and that you don't need him to be there any more, but you don't want to, so he says that he will punish you in the name of those who don't need him anymore. And so the first CD ends.

In the beggining of the second CD we continue with the previous track's story, Okita angry starts making kiss marks on your neck but he bites and the marks have blood, he bites your tongue and your ears too finally he scratches your back and he asks you why do you still accept him, even if he damages you so much in the end he asks you to forgive him and starts kissing you again but this time he treats you gently and in the end he says that it will probably be the last time he treats you so gently. Then you wake up and go outside to find Okita watching the moon, he asks you if you have ever heard of the country where it is night almost all the time, and he says that he would love it if it were to be night always, so he could be with you all the time, but in the end that's just impossible, and says that he decided to do as Kondo said and leave the headquarters, he tells you that you shall not go with him, since you were helped by the shindengumi and you owe them your life so you shall stay. The next track is Okita talking to himself, saying that he hasn't send a single letter to the shinsengumi, and how he is curious about how are the others but he must not send a letter since everyone will get worried about him, and he talks about how you keep sending him letters where you explain him many things and says that maybe in the end he won't be able to endure it and he will send a letter, suddenly he remebered the promise he made to you and says that in the end that will hold him back. In the last track he goes back to the shinsengumi and tells you that he came back to fulfill his promise...

Thoughts

First off, I want to say that I was planning on doing a review way more specific, like almost all the others I have written but, this CD is way bigger than others so I just ended up reducing it. Second, I decided to write this before the other ones on my list because I couldn't hold back. And now, to the opinion... This was totally sad, but somehow I think that Okita was happy in the end (I mean this one ended up better that the second one *cough*), and I really feel sad because the second CD touched me, I give this one a 5/5, the story is a s good as always, and I have to say that the voice acting really had the energy needed in the last track of the first CD, all the frustration in Okita, the sorrow all were very well transmited and the fact that rejet managed to suggest the dead was just sublime... Am I really looking forward to the third CD? Yes and No, I don't know if my heart will be able to handle of that heartbreak. This is way larger than expected